♥

♥ Why Must I Be Treated This Way ♥

2012-01-08T10:52:00.004+08:00

To her,

I felt like a dumb.

You never knew what i'm facing.

You never knew what had i done for you.

To the other her,

I felt like a bitch.

You never knew your comments hurt.

You never knew how much i wanna leave.

p.s/ 如果酒能让我模糊, 我会一直喝下去. If partying could make you love me more, i will do it.

♥ What Should I Do ♥

2011-12-15T17:48:00.001+08:00

p.s/ In a dilemma.

♥ Between Us ♥

2011-11-13T20:03:00.002+08:00

我与你的一切 , cherished .
Ups & downs .
a lasting one , i hope !
p.s/ In love with you .

♥ Breaking Free ♥

2011-10-21T13:33:00.000+08:00

p.s/ Happy max & counting down .

♥ Not Worth ♥

2011-09-06T11:59:00.002+08:00

Times and efforts were never appreciated since there is a change in management .
Only work wise , as i can cover back your mistakes .
p.s/ What should i do ? Throw or hold on ? !@#$%^&*

♥ Sometimes ♥

2011-08-09T21:14:00.001+08:00

p.s/ perhaps , it's not meant to be .

♥ Good Girl Wanna-Be ♥

2011-07-27T22:12:00.001+08:00

p.s/ I'm stopping all my nonsense!

♥ A Lifetime ♥

2011-06-20T20:47:00.003+08:00

p.s/ 放下心情是时候该走了 .

♥ I Gonna Be Strong ♥

2011-05-11T23:18:00.001+08:00

p.s/ 我看清你的真面目了!

♥ To Be On The Edge Of Breaking Down ♥

2011-04-15T23:48:00.002+08:00

p.s/ So true .

♥ Blissful ♥

2011-04-03T11:48:00.002+08:00

p.s/ The bonds we share will never end, it just get stronger each day.

♥ Falling In Love With Heartgold ♥

2011-03-31T17:41:00.003+08:00

p.s/ i love playing pokemon heartgold so much!

♥ Batu Pahat ♥

2011-03-07T21:42:00.002+08:00

p.s/ i love that kinda feel!

♥ Always On My Mind ♥

2011-02-12T19:08:00.002+08:00

0602.2011-1202.2011
时间过得好快.
你离开我们七天了!
从小到大, 从大到老.
你已经历过酸甜苦辣.
高龄九十二岁的你,
安心地跟外公团聚吧!
今天陪你走了最后一程路,
虽然很热很辛苦,
但心里更是依依不舍,
心好痛!
以为我能不哭,
但是眼泪不听话,
还是掉了下来.
你好美好美啊!
终于不用再进出医院了!
不用打针吃药受罪了!
你永远都会在我们的心里!
虽然再也看不到你, 听不到你, 感觉不到你,
但所有点点滴滴的回忆是你与我们的联系!
你一定要好好的!
p.s/ 我怀念的, R.I.P!

♥ Red Red Hair ♥

2011-01-17T00:16:00.001+08:00

Finally have the time to dye my hair.
It's red this time.
p.s/ 我喜欢!

♥ twenty eleven ♥

2011-01-01T18:50:00.005+08:00

2010年1月1日.
祝大家,
在新的一年里,
心想事成,
顺顺利利.
p.s/ Happy new year!

♥ Heartbroken ♥

2010-12-12T13:37:00.000+08:00

p.s/ 放弃了这么多, 只换来你埋怨.

♥ Please Say Pamper Love Diaper ♥

2010-12-04T16:06:00.003+08:00

pamper no longer love diaper.
她跟他跑了!
hahahaha.
p.s/ but fear not, i still love you!

♥ Felt So Awful ♥

2010-12-02T16:54:00.001+08:00

i'm so scare when i cough out blood.
luckily doctor say it's only that i cough too hard that the vessels burst.
p.s/ 安心多了!

♥ Numb ♥

2010-11-03T19:26:00.002+08:00

I need some colourful life.
p.s/ Paint me with colours please!

♥ Are You Trying To Test Water ♥

2010-10-18T23:37:00.003+08:00

If you can't do a proper schedule,
Then don't open and start a school.
You wanna make things difficult,
I can make it big for you!
p.s/ I'm freaking irritated by my school.

♥ Diaper & Pamper ♥

2010-10-07T20:32:00.003+08:00

I love you,
You love me,
We are happy family!
Hahahaha.
p.s/ 我们最天真 .

♥ Confused ♥

2010-09-26T04:35:00.002+08:00

Many say i'm silly,
Many say i'm dumb,
After all the stupid things you did on me,
I'm still clinging on.
Just for all the been through that i'm still here.
& yet i'm starting to feel,
You are taking things for granted.
And only until now,
I finally believed the saying of,
A leopard will never change its spot.
Lying times and again.
You just keep denying & denying.
Till I caught you with full details given,
Only then you admitted it.
Seriously,
I totally lost that last little bit of trust i had on you.
一次不忠,
永远都不能用.
When can i actually start doing this?
I don't know how long can i actually ignore you.
But i hope that i don't have to see you for life.
Even if we were to bump onto each other on streets,
I hope we would just be strangers.
Glared at walked away.
p.s/ 但是我的心真的做得到吗?

♥ Exploded ♥

2010-09-20T20:32:00.002+08:00

我的容忍度和耐心是有限的,
don't come and test water happily.
keeping quiet doesn't mean i am fun to play ah.
p.s/ you wouldn't want to see the evil side of me.

♥ Boo Hoo ♥

2010-09-09T23:31:00.001+08:00

p.s/ 因为有你而美丽.

♥ Laugh Out Loud ♥

2010-08-17T16:49:00.001+08:00

p.s/ 世上没有真爱,所以别再傻了.

♥ If Only It Is Possible ♥

2010-08-16T01:34:00.002+08:00

好想好想!
离开新加坡,
去一个远远的地方.
A place without stress.
p.s/ Is there such a place?

♥ What Is The Definition Of Home ♥

2010-08-07T03:55:00.002+08:00

家.
有一个宝盖头和很多很多根.
应该感觉到被保护被疼爱,
应该有很多很多被亲人关心关怀的感觉.
But why don't i feel it this way?
p.s/ 这条路我真的越走越累.

♥ All About How Life Should Be ♥

2010-07-28T17:37:00.000+08:00

♥ Soon ♥

2010-07-28T15:35:00.003+08:00

As told by my current lecturer.
This is the last module he is going to teach us.
Reason?
School want to cut budget and combine us with LCCI students.
For our next two modules are on accounting!
!@#$%^&*
Where got this kinda things one?
We are studying business management & not LCCI can!
Accounts & accounts then must combine?
So irritated!
With this wonderful current lecturer, Mr Ong!
Our class always passed our exams.
At least also just passed!
For he really willingly teach us.
What if we met a new lecturer which is the same as my previous LCCI lecturer?
Who is paid to talk talk and talk, don't care whether we understand or not?
When questions ask, he just say wait & never answer?
& cause many to failed the exams & drop the subjects?
If i really met with such a lecturer again,
I'm sure i gonna !@#$%^&* to the school!
p.s/ Pray hard and cross your fingers.

♥ Which Is More Important ♥

2010-07-26T15:22:00.001+08:00

p.s/ 有钱过得好一点 , 你真的开心吗 ? 没钱过得苦一点 , 你真的难过吗 ?

♥ You Never Know The Deep Down Of Me ♥

2010-07-13T02:02:00.002+08:00

Yes, i'm giving up.
心中那根茨,
No matter how hard i try,
It is still there.
原来我一直无法走出过去.
I still cannot forget all that happened.
I still felt so negative.
I still cries whenever i dream.
好辛苦!
p.s/ 一条线的距离, 爱与恨.

♥ I Think I Did Well ♥

2010-07-05T22:59:00.003+08:00

Quantitative methods mock test was great.
Lucky i studied!
Formulas formulas and more formulas.
& yes,
It came out!
p.s/ I think i would score well for this.

♥ Tests And Exams Are Killing Me ♥

2010-07-05T17:08:00.002+08:00

Tests and exams are so pack between time to time.
还需要坚持到十二月!
I need times to study, 一定要及格!
p.s/ I will forsake anything, just to get this certificate!

♥ Laugh Out Loud ♥

2010-07-04T23:42:00.001+08:00

p.s/ Soul show me this when i ask him to find me resignation template. 哈哈哈哈!

♥ Bad Encounters ♥

2010-07-04T21:14:00.001+08:00

p.s/ 希望我的脚快点好.

♥ I'm In A Dilemma ♥

2010-06-08T02:29:00.002+08:00

不知道为什么,
最近总是觉得好郁闷.
不知在想些什么.
翻来覆去都睡不着.
p.s/ Anybody willing to give me some solutions?

♥ No No No No No ♥

2010-06-03T00:23:00.002+08:00

First of all,
I'm back to school.
Classes every tuesday & thursday, 7pm to 10pm.
I have a mini class which consist of only 4 students and 1 lecturer.
Sometimes it just get so bored.
There was once when i'm the only student attending.
Secondly,
I'm unhappy!
I need a new environment.
I need something to refresh me.
I need more life.
& most importantly, i need more time.
Any fairy godmother around to grant me all?
p.s/ 祝你顺顺利利, 祝我开开心心.

♥ More Will Be Up Soon ♥

2010-05-09T19:06:00.001+08:00

Pardon me for being lazy.
More updates will be posted soon!
p.s/ 耐心等待!

♥ Overdue Photo For Sister In Law ♥

2010-05-09T18:58:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday 大嫂!

p.s/ Hope you like the cake and present.

♥ All My 21st Birthday Presents ♥

2010-05-09T18:49:00.002+08:00

全部的二十一岁礼物!
p.s/ thanks all.

Sometimes ♥

2010-05-04T21:02:00.001+08:00

p.s/ 有时候的我就是喜欢钻牛角尖!

I Have Grown ♥

2010-04-24T20:28:00.004+08:00

i'm officially 21st!
photos will be uploaded soon.
p.s/ many thanks to those who attended on 17th april 2010.

♥ My Little Pink ♥

2010-04-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

I received a gucci lanyard from the special someone.
Was very very very shocked by it!
As i'm the first person who he went and did this far.
Appreciated alot!
Thank you.
Photos will be uploaded soon.
&
Anyway, woke up in the morning, feeling kinda unwell.
Decided to get MC for the day.
Message buddy to accompany me visit the doctor at polyclinic.
She agreed, and we met in the afternoon.
The visit to the doctor was a long long long one!
Waited for about 2hours plus.
After polyclinic,
I went to highlight my hair.
All was done in about 2 hours again.
& this sweetest buddy of mine,
Waited for me for almost the whole day.

Appreciated!
& She got me a rainbow lolipop!
& here presenting my little pink new hair.
Not very obvious in this picture i know.
But i love love love the pink!
Hope it won't drop so soon.

p.s/ Years of our friendship are always counting on, never will there be a fullstop.

♥ New Hair Cut ♥

2010-04-10T21:16:00.002+08:00

Just went for a hair cut.
p.s/ 我是乖宝宝!

♥ I Got The Song ♥

2010-04-03T14:43:00.002+08:00

Soul is so sweet!
Thanks for downloading the song for me.
p.s/ 谢谢.

♥ Looking For This Song ♥

2010-04-03T11:16:00.005+08:00

p.s/ Thi Rak!

♥ Overtime ♥

2010-04-01T22:36:00.002+08:00

几乎每天都加班!
So so so tired.
But somehow, i'm happy when i'm at work.
Despite the OT(s).
什么都没有时间去想.
但是一个人回家时,
I can't help it but felt kinda emotional.
p.s/ 两面人

♥ It Is My 21st Soon ♥

2010-03-27T12:47:00.004+08:00

It's my 21st birthday!

Date:
17th April, 2010

Venue:
74 Jalan kemuning
Sembawang springs estate
Singapore 769796

Do tell me if i missed out anybody.

p.s/ Please make yourself free to those whom i invited, thank you!

♥ When The Heart Matters ♥

2010-03-19T22:40:00.003+08:00

Suddenly,
Tears just drop.
p.s/ 我好不开心!

♥ I'm Rotting ♥

2010-03-16T16:32:00.002+08:00

All i did for these few days are eat and sleep.
& most importantly, online!
I'm rotting soon!
I miss going back to work!
(So sweet of mentor, Ayu!)
p.s/ Giving 2 years to strive hard for future!

♥ The Hardest I Fell Till Current ♥

2010-03-14T19:31:00.003+08:00

When things get out of hand,
And when mine 任性没有用的时候,
I can only be forced to choose to give up,
我只能做出我回不了头的决定.
我也只能往前走了.
I can no longer be with you,
For i think you know the reason better yourself.
一次跌得比一次痛,
I still remember you saying,
you will only dote on me and never hurt me when you are still wooing me.
Guess you had already failed to do so.
And 这次最痛!
I would never forget how you and your family 伤了我跟他或她.
& i had 伤害了大大小小爱我关心我的人们.
Big sorry to my family and relatives.
And of course very thankful that you all have never given up on me before!
This time round,
我不能再跌到了!
一定要坚强的走下去!
一定要活得最好,
Within the best out of me!
But still i won't forget your one month of sweetest period to me.
Memories still lingers
But i guess time will heal.
眼泪是记得而不哭是懂了,
Remember this?
It's happening to us now.
我们一定会幸福的,
But no longer us together.
是各自找各自的幸福了!
p.s/ If we were fated to be, we would be. But i guess 我们有缘无分!

♥ Happiest Time Is During Work ♥

2010-03-03T10:26:00.002+08:00

Recently the happiest time i had spent is at work.
With all the wonderful colleagues around me.
Maybe because i'm the 小妹妹 to them,
That is why they tend to pamper me more.
I tend to forget all the unhappiness.
(Only from 9am to 6pm.)
I starting to felt so distanced,
From friends and family,
& even boyfriend.
I no longer know how to open my mouth to speak freely infront of them.
The happy go lucky type of me is gone.
The forever won't anyhow cry infront of people type of me is gone too.
The love to talk so much type of me is also gone.
p.s/ 我以变成爱哭鬼.

♥ I Love And I Hate You ♥

2010-02-22T21:25:00.005+08:00

I am lost.
With all the sweet bitter sorrows.
Yet to prepare for and unready feeling.
Sometimes good and sometimes bad.
The bad tempers we all have.
Are we really able to make it through and standing strong?
Or are we gonna fall anytime?
Lots of doubts and uncertainty i had.
But thanks for encouragement from family,
I felt much better.
p.s/ How would my future turn out to be?

♥ I Go Ga Ga ♥

2010-02-12T21:49:00.002+08:00

好烦啊!
p.s/ I should be happy yet i don't feel it.

♥ MC ♥

2010-01-18T17:12:00.002+08:00

MC today.
I hate come and go fever!
The feeling sucks big time!
Cab to yishun polyclinic to visit the doctor,
Been donkey years since i entered there.
Fast services,
(Thank god i don't need to wait so long, if not i will go gaga.)
Got 1 day MC and of course my medicines.
Home sweet home.
p.s/ May boyfriend knock off as soon as possible and come to look after me!

♥ I Like My New Job ♥

2010-01-09T16:47:00.002+08:00

I have a bunch of wonderful colleagues.
They are all very friendly.
Always with a big big smile.
p.s/ I enjoy working!

♥ Yipee Yeah Yeah Yipee Yipee Yeah ♥

2010-01-06T14:45:00.002+08:00

Being a while since i got a morning job.
& yes yes yes,
I'm starting my office job tomorrow!
Pay not up to my expectation,
Only enough to stay alive.
Hahahaha.
But at least i can say byebye to nightlife!
Which is the kinda life i so wanna have in this new year.
p.s/ 开心得要死, finally i'm going to lead a normal life.

♥ 2010 ♥

2010-01-04T13:17:00.002+08:00

Happy 2010!
Wishing for a better me in the new year.
Pink health family.
& everyone with a big smile on their faces alway.
p.s/ 明天会更好.

♥ I Love Holiday ♥

2009-12-31T00:31:00.003+08:00

4 days 3 night meaningful trip.
p.s/ I'm in love with the cooling weather.

♥ Bring Me To A Quiet Place ♥

2009-12-21T02:05:00.002+08:00

All i ever wanted was so simple yet so difficult to be done.
Anyway,
Avatar is a great movie!
p.s/ 人永远都不懂得满足.

♥ Sometimes I Wonder What I Really Wanted ♥

2009-12-12T14:45:00.002+08:00

Am i still the girl that you all once knew?

At times, i tend to think to myself.

What is it that i really wanted in life?

I went back to nightlife, just wanted to get more money for studies.

Well, i guess it won't come true.

Studying need tons of money.

Regretted of not studying hard enough in the past.

Currently, what i'm thinking of are just money.

I'm getting more and more realistic day by day.

Is there something more important that i had left out?

Like kinship, love and romance, friendship, brotherhood and sisterhood?

Many many question marks dump into me once again.

Why can't i just find a proper job and settle down.

I'm 21st next year, yet i achieved nothing at all in my whole life.

I'm just so useless.

I only know how to party and fooling around.

I don't wish to go back into nightlife but do i have a choice?

Dilemma!

p.s/ I just wanted to be happy, is it so difficult?

♥ Voice Oh Voice ♥

2009-12-01T13:48:00.002+08:00

Lost my voice since last week,
I'm so man man man!
p.s/ Voice oh voice, when are you going to come back to me?

♥ Will You Please Go Away ♥

2009-11-23T14:54:00.003+08:00

Gastric have been acting up so often recently!
What should i do?
Impossible to ask me to stop working?
As money won't fall from the sky.
Neither there are money tree being planted around!
Yawn!
Cutting down on working days till my gastric get better!
Lalalala!
p.s/ I'm going to enjoy the chalet that wendy mummy organized this week.

♥ I Just Wanna Smile My Life Through ♥

2009-11-18T15:57:00.003+08:00

I'm happy with the life i'm leading now.
Just wanna let everything goes on this way.
p.s/ 没有希望, 没有失望. 顺其自然最好.

♥ We Clicked ♥

2009-11-10T13:08:00.002+08:00

I finally found someone so like me,
Not totally the same but similar.
p.s/ It is all fated that we met, i guess.

♥ Appreciated Of What You Did ♥

2009-11-03T11:07:00.002+08:00

I am happy and appreciative of what you did for me,
From day one till current.
Wanna say a big thank you to you,
For all the big and small things that you did.
And being there whenever i needed somebody around.
Without second word,
You came.
But still, my cousin is still the greatest.
Hahahaha!
p.s/ 人经常在对的时间遇到错的人或在错的时间遇到对的人.

♥ Reflecting ♥

2009-10-30T03:42:00.002+08:00

Did a little reflection this morning.
(Since i can't sleep.)
But i just can't get a conclusion from it.
Somebody save me please!
I just wanted to lead a happy normal life,
Somehow there are just some factors stopping me from doing so.
有苦难言!
p.s/ If only time could turn back, i would like to tune back to 13 years old.

♥ Most Adorable Didi ♥

2009-10-26T21:22:00.002+08:00

p.s/ Seeing him make my worries go away.

♥ She Is Two Years Old Now ♥

2009-10-26T21:14:00.002+08:00

Little Qian Hui is two years old now.
She love to smile, smile and smile.
Coax her with foods and she will follow you.
Steamboat session with family at Novena on her birthday.
p.s/ She is my sweetie pie.

♥ Without Failed ♥

2009-10-26T20:56:00.010+08:00

Since his 16 years old birthday,
This practice happened without failed each year.
Be glad that i did not bite you 22 times this year.
p.s/ Happy 22nd birthday, CXQ! (19th October, 2009)

♥ Choices Made ♥

2009-10-19T06:41:00.004+08:00

I can choose my boyfriend,
But i cannot choose my mum.
Tearing alone till break dawn once again.
This kinda feeling suck big time!
p.s/ 心痛谁知道.

♥ Nature Shall Take Its' Path ♥

2009-10-14T15:14:00.003+08:00

Working is great but super tiring.
Time passes so fast!
That it can totally keep me away from those stupid thoughts.
p.s/ I'm learning and living well once again (with much much loves).

♥ Don't Contact Me ♥

2009-10-05T13:26:00.002+08:00

MIA

I admit,
这次的我拿的起放不下.
I needed time to cool everything off,
I needed to numb myself once more.
Sorry to be a disappointment to those who care.

p.s/ 我想找回以前的那个我, drink drunk and drank.

♥ It Just Get Better ♥

2009-10-04T11:08:00.005+08:00

My wound is getting better each day.
Credits to 青草油,
and of course "Doctor Stepfenia Tan".

It is recovering so well that it gets so itchy.
不知不觉 me and my itchy hand started peeling it.
The wound is so much smaller and nicer now.

p.s/ Much thanks to Stepfenia 姐姐 for the concern shown.

♥ Fell Down ♥

2009-09-25T02:28:00.002+08:00

Yes, i fell down on 22nd September '09.

(No medication apply yet.)

(After cleaning and applying medication.)
&&&
It just get worst the next day.

(烂了, the yellow liquid thingy keep coming out.)

(Apply 西瓜霜 after that.)
But i still have difficulty in walking.
(Not the outer cause, but the inner.)
Something is just not right.
It forbid pressures on the injure leg.
p.s/ Gonna see a doctor, if i still can't walk properly!

♥ I Love Cakes ♥

2009-09-25T02:23:00.000+08:00

Overdue photo, 17th September '09
Cakes session at JB's Secret Recipe.
(Chocolate Strawberry Cake & Chocolate Cheesecake)

♥ Glad That You Are Out ♥

2009-09-18T15:00:00.002+08:00

Received a call in the morning.
终于听到你的声音 after these few months.
Glad that you are out now,
Behaved is the word for you.
p.s/ 你已经老了, 不要再进去了.

♥ Simple ♥

2009-09-16T15:16:00.002+08:00

简单就是幸福.
谢谢 Ting.
p.s/ Take care of yourself till you fully recovered before anyhow run.

♥ More To Come ♥

2009-09-14T16:16:00.001+08:00

p.s/ Where is the pinky 不倒翁?

♥ To Those Who Are Concerned ♥

2009-09-06T18:10:00.000+08:00

I bet she is the sweetest cousin ever.
Always going the extra mile for us.
&&&
A big thank you to Eve大嫂, CXQ, YJY, NCK, 臭Soul, Malemale, Buddy.
&&&
Not forgetting ACBS & Mum.
(Although they played a part in building my low point.)
Great lessons learned and 我现在需要的只是时间.
p.s/ Everything happened for a reason, and the reason is what we sow in the first place.

♥ I Never Know I Could Get So Hurt ♥

2009-09-05T18:52:00.000+08:00

心好痛.
再次感受到痛的感觉.
现在才知道,
我已经没有人可以靠了.
p.s/ Once my closest, are all gone now.

♥ Vexed ♥

2009-09-04T20:37:00.000+08:00

p.s/ I think I can no longer understand how humans think.

♥ Best Friend Care Bear ♥

2009-09-02T10:32:00.001+08:00

My best friend care bear EZ-Link sticker.