Saturday, December 12, 2009
♥ Sometimes I Wonder What I Really Wanted ♥
Am i still the girl that you all once knew?
At times, i tend to think to myself.
What is it that i really wanted in life?
I went back to nightlife, just wanted to get more money for studies.
Well, i guess it won't come true.
Studying need tons of money.
Regretted of not studying hard enough in the past.
Currently, what i'm thinking of are just money.
I'm getting more and more realistic day by day.
Is there something more important that i had left out?
Like kinship, love and romance, friendship, brotherhood and sisterhood?
Many many question marks dump into me once again.
Why can't i just find a proper job and settle down.
I'm 21st next year, yet i achieved nothing at all in my whole life.
I'm just so useless.
I only know how to party and fooling around.
I don't wish to go back into nightlife but do i have a choice?
Dilemma!
p.s/ I just wanted to be happy, is it so difficult?
Labels: Mixed Emotions ♥
Saturday, December 12, 2009
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